Minggu, 12 Desember 2010

boleh tak saya rakam cara bunuh diri saya?

Hye semua! Hye!

Dua tiga hari yang lalu semua orang soseh soseh pasal Alviss Kong - RIP yang bunuh diri dari tingkat 14 kat Ketumbar Heights tu. Kenapa dia fames sangat? Sebab dia tulis kat status Facebook nak bunuh diri. Lepas tu tulis notes terakhir dia. Kira wasiat lah ye. Bunuh diri sebab putus cinta untuk 4 months relationship. I do not agree for what he did. But I understand the feeling being dump and rejected. I being through all that. Terfikir nak bunuh diri pun ada masa tu :'( and I will think again right now. Suicide.

Anyway this entry is not about him. Dah banyak thread kat lowyat forum tu aku baca pasal dia. Berita NTV7 - Mandarin News pun ada cover cerita pasal dia. Kat Facebook siap buat fan page untuk dia lagi. Kat blog pun ada yang cover cerita ni sampai ada yang buat parody (by iss) on his news - lol. Dead but famous!

But aku nak cerita pasal satu mamat ni dari Swedish nama Marcus Jannes.


Serius shit. Dia bunuh diri and siap rakam depan webcam dia. Kau boleh tengok saat-saat dia putus nafas and die. Sampai polis datang rumah dia and angkat mayat dia kasi bedah siasat. Kau boleh tengok semua tu kat video bawah ni. Video credit to True Crime Report


Kenapa dia bunuh diri?
Sebab aku rasa dia ada mental illness. Dah selama 6 bulan dia rasa nak bunuh diri without any reason. Lack of social skills maybe and he's lonely boy or dia memang ada mental illness.

Sebelum dia bunuh diri dia ada tulis message kat forum Mental Health Problems pasal dia nak suicide. Macam biasalah. Nama pun forum. Mesti gambang kena troll punya. Sekali ha amik. Betul-betul live stream punya suicide. Dengan updated Facebook status terakhir: life was "just too difficult".

Last word from him on that forum:
I wonder where I end up... Was life perhaps a test of how long you stand out? I love my family more than anything, but honestly you can't live for someone else's sake... It's not like my life is bad at all, it's actually really good. But sometimes it's just too difficult. I can't be bothered to write more now.
-Marcus Jannus
Kalau rasa macam slow nak loading video tu. Boleh tengok kat site video tu ye - Suicide live on the internet. Kalau rasa nak baca full report pasal Marcus Jannes boleh refer ke site My Death Space tu.

Kalau kawan kau kata nak bunuh diri. Jangan gelak atau jangan cabar. Sekali betul-betul dia buat baru kau tahu. Banyak lagi kes bunuh diri online ni kat oversea sana. Cuma Malaysia masih belum ada hero suicide online lagi - lol.

I think is cool suicide like this. Maybe I should try this.

p/s: sekarang ni musim Alviss Kong dengan Wikileaks. Apa lagi cover lah semua story tu cepat kat blog. Muakakakakaka!

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